Today was much different for me. I felt quite out of place at the cancer center today. Truthfully I was a little overwhelmed by the babies in there. The girls were just so small and happy. It broke my heart to see so many children in pain at once. They were all hooked up receiving treatment similar as our son. I wonder what the days have in store for us. It has been barely tolerable this far. I tell you what though our attitude is going to have to stay positive. When one person gets down we all seem to start that down hill slide. For the most part Nick was in good spirits and was very restless the whole time. I pray that tomorrow will go much smoother. Stella is going to be bringing us some coffee and lots of love and ideas for our family tomorrow. Nick has stated that he is no longer scared but he is horrified. I hope that I have the strength and the courage to keep him up for this. Please God give me all the right words to encourage him to get well and grow old and have a family.
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